Everytime I listen to Ne-yo's song, Never Knew I Needed I would cry instantly. I can't stop thinking of him and I feel so sad. It kills way deep in my heart. The relationship between me and him just a lil bit mess up for now. His quite busy with his rugby's trainning everyday and every evening. So I've no choice and I've to accept everything that happend to me.

Those were the part of the list I miss about him. There are more to be written here but its better for me to keep it to myself. I want to write more about him. But sadly I don't have the strength, at all :( and it annoys me cause I still couldn't get over him although I should. *sigh

• I miss to see his smile.
• I miss laughing with him for some silly things.
• I miss his voice.
• I miss the way he annoys me.
• I miss the late night calls.
• I miss watching movies with him.
• I miss when he drives his car and hold my hand.
• I miss when he plays with my hair.
• I miss when he sings me songs.
• I miss when he put his hands around my waist.
• I miss being locked with his right arm.
• I miss messing up his hair.
• I miss to touch his stomach that i use to call that as GENDUT.
• I miss singing my favourite songs together.

Will be back later.