Wednesday

sekolah pundek babi aaahhhh !

Todayyy boringg sangat. Budak duduk sebelah aku takk datangg. Sibett kau Yam. Sampai hati kau meninggalin aku an an an. Sepak kau tahu laaaa. Class Ekonomi boringg je. Then dapat buku math lagi macam pundek. Nyawa nyawa ikan je. HAHA. Whatever lahhhh laa bebehh (: The best part is i got new Ingelish teacher. Miss Izra namanyaaaa. She's cute and pretty and dia just cikgu practical je kat sini :( So time Sejarah memang mengantuk sebab tak makan waktu rehat. Aku ingat boleh la hilang rasa lapar bila belajar Sejarah. Tapi Pn. Asmahh menyebabkan aku mengantuk tahap gaban sebab dia merepepeppepek pasal Sejarah. Then time class PSV aku fly dengan si Alepo. Ingatkan boleh la fly class dengan aman skali si Asmahh boleh minta tolong pass kan surat siaran dekat kelas Form 3. Tak kisah la asalkan dapat hilangkan rasa lapar. I love you laaa Alepo bijakk ! Sebab kau , aku jadi setan hari ni ! dah la fly class then merayau plak tu ! Citaaa kaw laa bebehh (:

Thursday

Everytime I listen to Ne-yo's song, Never Knew I Needed I would cry instantly. I can't stop thinking of him and I feel so sad. It kills way deep in my heart. The relationship between me and him just a lil bit mess up for now. His quite busy with his rugby's trainning everyday and every evening. So I've no choice and I've to accept everything that happend to me.

Those were the part of the list I miss about him. There are more to be written here but its better for me to keep it to myself. I want to write more about him. But sadly I don't have the strength, at all :( and it annoys me cause I still couldn't get over him although I should. *sigh

  • I miss to see his smile.
  • I miss laughing with him for some silly things.
  • I miss his voice.
  • I miss the way he annoys me.
  • I miss the late night calls.
  • I miss watching movies with him.
  • I miss when he drives his car and hold my hand.
  • I miss when he plays with my hair.
  • I miss when he sings me songs.
  • I miss when he put his hands around my waist.
  • I miss being locked with his right arm.
  • I miss messing up his hair.
  • I miss to touch his stomach that i use to call that as GENDUT.
  • I miss singing my favourite songs together.

Will be back later.

14 januari 2010

Nothing much happend today. Petang td keluar prgi JPJ dkt area Padang Jawa dgn Jambu and HIM naik estima kott. Aku ingt naik kereta kecil je tp ambk kau ! BLABLABLA bosannn and dah la hujan so trpaksa la mandi hujan sekejap masa otw nk masuk pejabat JPJ dr parking lot. Time tgh berjalan di bawah hujan yang agak lebat , tk semena mena ada manusia pijak selipar aku tp tk tahu sape. Aku syak antara si Jambu dgn Farid sbb dorg je yg jalan dgn aku. Lantak korang lah ! buat la lagi doh , sumpah aku suka ! Bila dh sampai , ambk nombor tgk tgk Jambu punya turn lmbt lg. YA ALLAH , dh la basah kuyup ! Dapat nombor ntah pape ! Menyirap aku that time. Dah cukup sampai di sini sahaja. So malam keluar lg dgn hamba Allah yg sama tp ADA ORANG BARU ! Gerak Alam Sentral , usha ape benda ntah then balik. BYE !!!

Wednesday

FARID KAMALUDDIN

Ohh sayang , i miss youuu . Alahaiiiiiii bila la rambut u nak panjang kasi nampak matured sikit ? If tak potong , fuiyooooo melelehh , Cute . Afrina pun suka . Kan adik kann ? i RINDU RAMBUT LAMA YOUUU . Sebab rambut yang lama tu kalau boleh i nak ikat dekat pokok kelapa tu . Tapi rambut yang sekarang lagi I suka sebab macam baby sumo tu . HAHAHA . Btw i want you to read this :

I regret what happend on phone call last night. I made a mistake and I left the impression that the truth does not matter. And I am deeply sorry about that, because that is not what I believe. To YOU who has challenged me on this issue of truth, you are absolutely right. I'm such an idiot and i'm not a perfect girl for you right ? You must tell me how bad am i which i might be hurt inside. I'm so sorry about that and i'll remember all the things that you've told to me and also the way you scold me...

Abg Az , Khusu and me ....

Wednesday , 13th January 2010 ; Lepak dengan Khusu ,Abg az dekat Mcd . Today ada banyak hmwrk . Ala macam biasalah , budak sekolah takkan lari daripada hmwrk . HAHAHA -_____- . Khusu cakap nak lepak dengan abang aku tauu . So tunggu la sampai setan tu sampai . Lama tak jumpa abang aku bhaii . Around 6.15 p.m , Setan pun sampai . Baru balik dari KLIA katanya . PRAMUGARA KAN :P . Ehh ehh , nak buat satu statement nii , AZRUL FADHLI BIN SHAMSUDIN MAKIN HANDSOME . HAHAHAHAHAHA . Aku taktahu kenapa mata aku cakap macam tu dekat hati aku ! HAHAHAHA . Abang apasal jadi pendiam ? Kau period ke bangg ? Bukan KAU KAKI BULI KE ? Ehh salah , kau yang selalu kena buli kann ? Gelabah tetek kau ni . Dia nak kena buli dulu, baru la keluar suara . Nak campak Filet O Fish dekat aku konon . Campak la tengok . Tak takut aku bawak lari burger kau tu ke ? Kau tahu kan nak cakap apa if nak dapatkan burger tu balik ? Apa dia Az ? DILA CUTE ?! Awwwww pandaiii la abang aku niii . Khusu kurang ajar sangat ! Asal ehh kita gaduh sampai kau tolak aku and aku jatuh AGAIN depan Az ? Kau saja nak aku cium buntut BF kau for the second time kann ? Haiihhhh . Setan tu dia redha je kalau benda benda macam nii. Aku tergolek depan dia bukan dia nak angkat . Dia biar je aku . KAU MEMANG ! TAKPELAH AZ . ADIK DAH FAHAM SANGAT DAH. BIAR LA GENDUT TOLONG AKU . Kau tak malu ! Di mana kemaluan mu wahai Azrul Shamsudin ? Ishhh . HAHAHA .

Sunday

Kokurikulum , WTF ?!

Pada hari Rabu , 6 Januari 2010 , ada perjumpaan unit beruniform . Kiranya macam nak lantik AJK semua lahh kann . Kitorang pakat satu geng nak masuk PBSM. HAHAHAHA . So masuk lahh .
ME : Wehhh pilih aku tau wehh !
SABIQ : Haa okayy okayy .
Then Cikgu masuk lahh . Sumpah ramai gila join this club . Hampir separuh dewan muka budak masuk PBSM . Rasa macam kelakar pula . HAHAHA . You know what ? Kitorg punya pengerusi AWWW ! Lembut , sopan itu lah dia . So blablabla sampai la jawatan Penolong setiausaha.
Cikgu : Okayyy . Sekarang kita akan lantik untuk jawatan penolong setiausaha blablablabla . Ada cadangan ?
Amira and Sabiq : Ni cikgu ! ADILA ! ADILA . Dia nak sangat jadi penolong SU ni cikgu
SIBET ! BILA MASA TAH AKU CAKAP NAK JADI PENOLONG SU . AKU SURUH UNDI AKU JE . AKU NAK JADI AJK FORM 4 JEE -________- .

Then , secara rasminya aku jadi AJK FORM 4 2010 . HAHAHAHAHAHA . Kelakar nyaaaa . Dila jadi AJK wehh . HAHAHAHA .

Congrats to all yang dapat jawatan jugak . Okayy done (:

1st day of school , 2010

Yaww . First day of school macam biasa lahh kan . Jumpa kawan then SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM . Rindu laaa konon . HAHAHA . DAh la pagi tu hujan tau . Jalan jam gila and selamat tak kena tulis nama . Haihhhhhhh . Tapi the second day pun tk kena jugak . Then masuk kelas nampak muka baru je . Agak tension sbb haram tkde sorang pun yg satu kelas dengan aku . Then time cikgu tk masuk , keluar jumpa member lama dkt kelas dorang and suddenly trserempak dgn MY EX BOYFRIEND ! BABI LAH KAU ! Menyampahhh aku tengok muka kau . Dah la speaking pun tk betul patut la duduk kelas belakang . Haihhhh . Btw i rarely online because of my dad . Ahhhhhhhhh . Ayah asik bising je then mula cakap pasal SPM . Macam dia pula nak amik SPM . Chill lahh kann ? I'm too busy sampaikan boyfriend sendiri pun dah tak terjaga . I'm really sorryyyy for that okayy sayang ? Dah la balik sekolah hari isnin lambat . Ada kelas seni so terpaksa balik 1.40 p.m . Seriously kelas seni mengantuk gila . Alaaaaaaaaa penat . Rasa nak mati . Boleh aku mati tak ? For sure you all say can lah kann ? -_______- . First day sekolah nak kena buat kerja sekolah tau . Haihhhh . And benda yang paling menyeramkan ialah PN. ASMAH IALAH GURU SEJARAH SAYA . OH MY GOD ! I'm sure all form 3 students from Tiara in my school kenal and tahu macam mana PN> ASMAH tu kann ? Tak siap kerja kena cubit then duduk depan kelas mcm pengemis !Mampus laaa gua -_____- . Penatlaaaa penat !